Why?

"Life is a struggle, and for all those who are reckless I hope your belt's buckled" Pierre Willis

A long time ago I wrote a poem analyzing why life is so hard, and I came to the conclusion that even after writing it, I still don't know. If I was to ask you that would you say because we as a people have to endure hardships to fully appreciate the good things in life. Uh No! If so thats some B.S. I want a long span of happiness, where I have everything I need. I'm tired of struggling and enduring waiting for my moment to be like Scrooge Mcduck and swim in my money bank. 

"But there is suffering in life, and there are defeats. No one can avoid them. But it's better to lose some of the battles in the struggle for your dreams than to be defeated without ever knowing what you're fighting for"  Paulo Coelho

I can be absolutely honest right now I am completely broke, never have I been this without. No money in the bank, if I dived into my account I'd probably die from impact. Although, I do get paid tomorrow so thats a blessing. Speaking of blessing, the bible says to think God for everything, and so yes I am thankful to have a job, and to be where I am at in life. Sure, I struggle, and I have to endure untold hardships everyday; whether it comes from people in my life who definitely do not deserve to be there, or the usual self-inflicted pain of wanting what I can't have. 

Well, I hope you've enjoyed the ride, this is my mindset right now. I'm tired of wanting and not getting, but more on what I want later. This is your stop hope you board again soon. 

Random Excursion

I love random thoughts, no wait, I just love randomness in general. To be mundane should be a sin. I believe that a spontaneous action, a unique quirk, or a thought provoking phrase are the gateways to an ideal that is lost among the world. Why must everything be planned, and executed to follow the grand scheme of things. How grand could this scheme be if one such injunction, one such injection of spontaneity could derail the whole scheme. I'm sure that most " grand schemes" allow for improv. Even the lowliest bank heist plans for the unexpected, because life cannot and should not be planned. The unexpected variable is always there, and if not allowed to exist, if not wanted to exist, this variable screams and beats against the heart of society until it is allowed in. 

(Insert Random Thought)

My random thought for the day came in Social Psychology. My teacher described the democrats as being " Bleeding Heart Liberals"- I like this term. It touched a nerve, stimulated a synapse into action and I found I can relate. 

Ok, let me define this term, a bleeding heart liberal just wants to help everyone. Point Blank! Thats All Folks!

I want to help the world and everyone in it. I value service and just a general possession of a love for humanity. I'm the type of person who would give my last to someone to make sure they have what they need. Now, this exactly a good thing, but it has merit in my eyes, and hopefully in your eyes too. I may need to tone it down a little and assist those to a limit so that I don't end up being the one who needs assistance due to the assistance I gave another. 

Regardless, my heart goes out to all those like me, The Bleeding Heart Liberals.